What Is SRA?

Satanic/occult ritual abuse will also include acts which were listed under spiritual abuse and ritual abuse. – Religion is heavily involved, mainly in the involvement of worship to satan, as well as including pagan rituals and witchcraft. – The abuse that is part of the ceremonies involved with satanic ritual abuse is often quite severe, bizarre,Continue reading “What Is SRA?”

First Finding Out

I first found out about my childhood memories of abuse was the night after my 2nd sexual assault. As if the assault were not enough, I was assaulted with memories of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA). I first thought, “How could I have gone through this and not remember it?” I didn’t understand how I couldContinue reading “First Finding Out”

New Memories

I feel like I’m in some sort of waiting game. New memories of my traumatic past. Memories I don’t want to know. I don’t get asked if I want these memories. If I did, I would say no thank you. A person’s brain is so remarkable. It can actually compartmentalize trauma and lock it awayContinue reading “New Memories”


Memories are something that can be good or they can be bad. I have a lot of great memories from my time as a wife and mother. I really don’t have many good memories about my childhood. I can recall some memories of going on some great vacations but that’s about it. My memories fromContinue reading “Memories”


How do you handle your trauma, PTSD, CPTSD, anxiety, depression, or panic disorder? I am one of those people who have taken a very long time to come to a discovery healing is possible. I use a ton of resources some of them apps, some of them in books, and through connections I have madeContinue reading “Welcome”

Peace Rather Than Control

I am starting to understand I am not in control of what goes on around me. I cannot control others. I cannot control the outcome of what I do or say. I have to have faith things will work out in some way that is good for me. I need to let life reveal itselfContinue reading “Peace Rather Than Control”